But I'mma just pour it all out.
I know what I said to you earlier on.
I know the words may seem harsh.
I know you believed it all.
I know you were sad.
And I know, they were all lies.
As much as I wanna call you up & tell you that they were all lies, I can't.
I bet you won't even wanna see my name appearing on your phone.
You don't even look forward to my name anymore, do you?
Sigh.
"I sayang sangat dengan you tau.
Sayang sangat sampaikan I tak boleh tengok you happy ngn lelaki lain.
Even kawan lelaki.
I know you tak percaya." - You.
I don't know how many pails of tears I've shed for you baby.
We've been through so many things during the course of our relationship but yet, we can't pull through this time?
What exactly happened?
Is it because you're going after the fame & freedom of having your own ride now?
You can easily have any girl at any time, at any day.
And I can't stop but to think that you're leading such a good life now.
You're definitely happier this way :')
I wanna be happy too.
But how?
Every little thing I do will bring me back to you.
It's pathetic, right?
I wish you'd tell me why tears were running down your cheeks just now.
I really wanna know.
Was it because I told you to move on or was it something else?
I guess you're never gonna talk to me, will you?
You're not gonna find me either.
Because you are you.
You cannot read my mind up till now.
You will always choose to believe what I say, rather than believing my heart.
You gave up on me, on us.
So why should I hold on, still?
